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Friday, 18 April 2008

  • When the end comes, and it will, Jesus already won.

    Sigh, That will be good.
     
    My mind is transfixed on the law that is written on my heart.
    God is teaching me to love him and love other people and i cant turn back now.

    I am moving forward towards that destiny God has set for me. I have dreams and i never want to give up on them. God placed them on my heart and i want to step out into those dreams. Its important not to give up on my dreams, not one of them. When i make the decision to follow Gods will and his dreams for my life i am lining myself up with the dreams that he placed on my heart.

    God has put it on my heart to pray a lot lately. In everything i do and for all sorts of people. And the prayers are specific and focused towards the advancment of Gods kingdom.

    Its pretty cool.

    I have a lot to give out right now.


    God please keep feeding me.

Thursday, 27 March 2008

  • 4,000... Your Kingdom Come... on earth as it is in heaven

      Monday’s LA Times had the picture a service member on his knees by some candles in Iraq. 4,000 deaths now. My God, we need your kingdom. Jesus speaks of Gods kingdom in Mathew so much. I want to learn to re-talk politics and re-talk sensitive issues like war. I cant just not talk about these things because I am disgusted with George Bush and company, and disgusted with wars. Jesus is my president, I serve him, and I live above all the laws of man. There is a better way, something better then passivism and something better then violence. There is Gods kingdom.

    4,000 is sad
    I’m sure that war in Iraq is actually one of the safest places for some people though. (thinking of the many more people that die simply from starvation)
    Can we do more? I believe we can. I believe we are one of the wealthiest nations on the globe. I’m sure the Texan’s and IRA members and the ‘W’ supporters would say we need to defend that, “rah rah!” Using force of aggression and violence will instill fear into our enemies, not fear of God, fear of tanks and white people, fear of the west, and anger. Violence only brings more violence, I think we learn that when we are five or something, but then we get smarter a guess. Is it our job to go and defend the meek from the wicked who kill them off like dogs? No! We have a responsibility to those people, not to think we are going to rescue anyone by killing more, that will only bring violence upon others down the road, our responsibility is to join them in their suffering.
    ‘Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
    ‘Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
    ‘Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.
    ‘Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled.
    ‘Blessed are the merciful, for they will receive mercy.
    ‘Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.
    ‘Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God.
    ‘Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
    ‘Blessed are you when people revile you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account. Rejoice and be glad, for your reward is great in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

    We don’t have the responsibility of saying oh don’t fight back at all. Fighting though does not need to be violent and it should not be. By joining these people we take part in the blessing that the true king rewards and we do not take part in the violent reaction of earthly kings and people who live and die by the sword.

Friday, 21 March 2008

  • Come as you are, as you were, as i want you to be... - Kurt Cobain

    Well' it seems to me that im going to be on this base for a while.
    It bothers me a little because i have had so many dreams and lots of vision for the future outside of ywam in the local church in urban areas.
    Our cities need community. The kind of community that models Christ and the early church, caring for each others needs and looking for ordinary and creative ways to help the poor, the physically poor and those poor in spirit. This kind of community is a bit rare because it goes against a lot of what people are all about in today's society and even in church. That's why church, and Christianity, needs to both be redefined, re-found, and rebuilt.
    I am thinking about this stuff today because i was just filling out the application for staying here on staff for about a year in order to be stretched in the area of leadership, and public speaking, and to gain confidence in these areas with a foundation of scriptural truth and understanding of God and his character and his relationship to humankind throughout history and now before i head off into the things God is placing on my heart. Such as building community in urban city areas where there can be effective personal relationships. Being able to enter places, breaking down walls of an old system called church, a system that got lost and needs to be rebuilt on the foundations of love, honesty, and sacrificial care for the poor. To be able to reach out the diverse rang of people from all different backgrounds. Gods gift of redemption is not reserved for any one type of person for any certain race, and those with tainted backgrounds are free to come and take part of this redemption. No one is left out, come as you are.
    This is all my heart, things that i could go on for days and books about but it all means so little to me until i can get out and begin seeing them happen, doing what i feel needs to happen, and being transformed by the act of it all.

    I have to continue with ywam for a while though, i need to finish this school. I truly see the value in this school, the heart of the people around me and the reward of being a part of this school as a student and then as staff.



Thursday, 20 March 2008

  • Writing for weeks now... its been a while

    Well, the last couple weeks have been very nice.
    Stressful in some ways but really good and healthy. That's what i was shooting for, healthy.
    I've been on break all week and today i went to some Japanese gardens in Pasadena. Yesterday i just relaxed and we went to Santa Monica beach and went biking. Its been a nice break but i feel like there is so much more of the bible i need. It's like a drug, i good one, i cant get enough of it and at the same time I'm getting more of it then i ever have before or ever really wanted before. I'm ready a believe to get started with the New Testament.

    I'm moving forward with my life and a feel really good about it. I'm going to be out here finishing SBS and heading to China for outreach and then getting back i will begin staffing the SBS. I'm really looking forward to it all because i know it will be very stretching for me and i will grow a lot. I dont know what the future holds for me but i'm excited and moving forward into to it all.

    I know this is all very lame. More interesting stuff coming soon... i promise.

Friday, 07 March 2008

  • I will pray to the gods and to the angels and to anyone who will take me to heaven to a place...

    I recall, I was there so long ago...

    Well i haven't been praying to the gods or anything else for that matter.

    I have been praying a lot.

    Destination is set on heaven.
    That is not my problem.
    My problem like the rest of us is the struggle.
    Jacob God named Israel. The One who struggles.
    His descendants -that's us, that's me.
    I (we) struggle between this physical world and my need for physical things and my need for God.
    If i focus on one alone and forget the other I'm just lost.
    So i am praying to my God. My often seemingly distant God to come into my physical world.
    He does. He has. He comes and enters my physical heart.
    Like Jacob and am praying, i am fighting, i am struggling, for the things i want in this physical world.

    Through it all i am finding that it is these physical things that i want and i struggle for, but it is also this physical manifestation of God coming into my life through these things, and into my heart. I have asked God to come into my physical world of struggle and he does come, he has come. But i am still so much like this Jacob character. 

     

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