I really want mexican food. I was supposed to go for lunch.
I didnt...
Unintended choice to live my life extended
what is it i spend the hours thinking about.
While i am working i tend to get distracted. I've been on youtube looking at previews for Sweeny Todd. Johnny looks like he did a great job as usual. But i think i like Helena Carter better in this one, she is so interesting -i love it. Still have yet to see it.
If i end up getting my head focused again i should be able to get most of this stuff done today. I should be able to turn it all in tomorrow. I love the Bible, but studying it with the rest of my life is gladly not what i feel called to do.
Sometimes i just look at the past... i think that i have grown up to fast.
Sometimes i look at the future... and in optimism i think its just to good to last. But my brain often sees things literal and reality makes me remember that oh, its only going to get better. This is true, and at ties all i have to hold on to. But life... its the only one i get. What does that mean? Shouldnt i be living more? I dont mean at the moment, i live well, and i am applying my mind to something that is going to be almost priceless latter. But when i'm done here where will i go? Will i live? Will i die? Will i die to flesh and live on spiritually? Will i live on in the flesh and die spiritually? I am confident in in m walk right now, God is doing very huge things in my heart, in the very bottom too. Where everything just boils upward and i love it. But i have decisions to make. In my heart i have made the decision.
i will soon speak of it...
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